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Jessica Lee
I'm Jessica Lee. Turns 15 on 11 Dec
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010

the Mid year exams are coming. I am worried but I will give my burdens to God and he will give me rest. Well...started revisions alr..i cant do anything but revise.the rest is up to God. I kind of surrender alr. I cant do anything without God. It's painful to understand this fact but we have to face it. Don't escape and face it only when it comes..it's much painful then.

God is obviously trying to mend our relationship with Him but often we aren't honest with God.
It then becomes very 辛苦to walk this spiritual journey. so face it everyone...be honest with yourselves. (:

As I look back, I knew it's God'd grace then I am who I am.Therefore, I am thankful that God has brought me so far till now. But it's also the time when I took God's grace for granted. It all became pride. I forgot that God is the one and not me. Who am I that I can do all these?I am nothing w/o God.

Therefore when I realised that I can't do it..It's kind of late.I already experience all the lessons that God want to teach me. It's really terrible. Therefore, I learnt to be honest with myself and God. Don't wait for God to repair our relationship with him. We take the initiative to do it.(:

I am still in the process of learning, growing and falling. My rebellious nature also comes to a testing. Even when I fail, the stubborn me still refuse to acknowledge my weakness. I tried all means to succeed till God makes it so bad that I need to acknowledge my weakness and hand my life to God.

I often want to be in control of things. I worry because I cannot see the future. God plans and holds my future.I've learned to give up my stubborn nature and give it to God. Although all these lessons are really terrible and painful but I've overcome it. Most importantly, I learned to face problems and resolve issues immediately.

I don't know if I've learned what God wants to learn. Therefore, I hope that I can apply all these to my life. It's hard but we've to try. God would help us..won't he?
6:53 AM

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